day 5 & 6 - good friday + 1st saturday

day 5~

its good friday so no class for dat day..
lecture classes had been replaced on tuesday..
so wat did the whole day?? actually i did ntg the whole day..
woke up early, online, went for lunch den came back..
den the boys went to take a nap.. so i did my homework..
after fnh homework n i went for nap.. as can sin jie went out n not around.. -.-
woke up d the boys goin out for basketball.. so i stayed at home online n ply games.. =X
till can sin jie sms n ask me dinner already? so i say havent.. planned to go out to eat alone adi..
den d boys came back.. so waited for them to bath n i went ang mo kio hub for dinner with them.. =)



day 6~

it hav been a week i'm here!! everything goin fine i guess.. =)
marcus, shueze, nicholas n justin had a trip wit their friends to sentosa island to play..
den they asked can sin to go along.. as she nid to go out at about 4pm so actually she planned not to go.. but after hesitated she went..
they did asked me to join them too.. but my bro coming to sg so i din go wit them..
stayed at home online n waited for bro to call..
n he told me he n his fren will drop by the house bout 5 sumthing..
can sin jie came back bout 4 sumthing..
so 2 of us had girls talk at home.. =) she told me some of the things..
now onli i noe dat she n chiamin jie not close geh.. den... alot lar.. dun wanna write here.. =X
after bro n his fren arrived.. we went ang mo kio hub for dinner.. i took them there! =D
after dinner we went to mrt station to buy ezlink cardd..
i came home to take my passport n den went d 7-11 opposite my house to buy my own singapore num!

came home d den jz online.. till can sin jie came back..
n she planned to go to clake quay for scenery..
so me, can sin, nicholas n shueze went.. its not like wat we expected but its still nice lar d place.. x)
chiamin jie will be back today.. aish.. not dat close wit her actually.. as she also dun realli talk to me.. =X
but i guess slowly we will be close gua.. x)

want my sg num???
ask frm me! xP i wont post it out here.. =)

saw their status at fb, i'm sure they had lots of fun..
i dun realli noe wat happen over thr,
juz non of them update me bout it..
i dun even chat much wit them through the net actually..

last day in Malaysia 16/04/2011

d last day i spend my time in Malaysia..
actually i though it will be a memorial n happy day.. but its not!!!
d worst day ever i guess??

dicky came to fetch me around 10am..
its desmund car.. den went to fetch jooann n yokewei..
meisan called n say she's goin ts by train.. n of cuz dicky will company her wan~
so ended up dicky n meisan sat train to ts.. n Desmund drive..
wtf.. he dont hav license lor!! at high way, omgggg.. it sucksss.. dammn dangerous.. two side almost bang at d same time.. lucky it didnt happen.. if not my parents will surely screw me as its my last day in malaysia..
ended up i drove to ts.. -.- sienz lorrr..
went ts early ate lunch den walk..
not realli in mood to walk.. as i can see yokewei n jooann mcm din wan to come geh actually..
jooann even told me "actually i din want to come wan.. juz PEI u only"
omggg.. u din wan to come den dun come larrr.. make me feel bad lorrr..

yokewei even told me dat she saw pling chee's twitter wrote dat actually she dun wanna go ts also.. its also because of me..
den waited for jkuen they all to come..
when they came i felt more in the mood to shop..
cz mayb i'm used to shop wit her???
but we went for lunch at food n tea 1st.. after dat went to shop..
shop in a big gang! its wat i dont like actually.. cz its hard to walk.. n they kip play around also.. -.-
i also heard yokewei told me dat.. d day before we go ts.. meisan dun wanna go ts also geh..
ask yokewei for my num cz she wanna tell me..
but they say they dont hav my num.. they say as farewell for me..
i dont nid farewell lorr.. u all do like dat is like forcing everyone to go onli..

den left ts bout 5pm.. all the plan had ruinned.. pling chee, meiyi n jooann say wanna go eat sushi..
ask me to join them for 1st round n go hoi tong wit the others for 2nd round as they will go late..
they say the purpose is to farewell for me only..
arghhhh.. making me as d middle person.. its d hardest things lorrr..
in d end 3 of them say go back themselves so ended up i'm like leaving them to go back themselves..
3 girls lehhh.. of cuz i did feel bad.. i juz duno wat to do!!!

went back to kajang to meet up wit sia.. as low's car not enuf place..
i went over to sia's car.. nice i guess.. comfortable, safer driver..
dat time i'm realli vry tired.. had been sleeping late n waking up early few days..
not only dat tired.. i'm tired of thinking bout wat had happen the whole day..
i did cry in d car dat time actually.. but i tried to control my tears.. so non of them know.. =)
we went for steamboat + grill at serdang.. happy to met yi qian dat nite..
but too bad din get to meet up wit yong n emily.. =(

dad called about 10.30pm.. said dat my student came.. so i told sia dat i nid to go back...
reached home late.. bout 11pm+ they went off adi..
dad scolded me for coming back late also! i'm sry dad..
i'm tired dat nite actually dont feel like goin dinner wit them also.. but they had planned..
dont tell me i say i dowan to go meh.. @@

i shouldnt hav say i wanna go shop.. i should go myself..
dis time outing realli make everyone unhappy..
jyekuen even told me "i come out also cz pui u onli, din see dat i din buy anything meh"
i felt so bad for everyone.. misunderstanding, hate each other, n like forcing u all come out shop wit me onli..
i din noe bout all dis.. if i knw i will juz tell them i dun wanna go dats all!!!

i felt dat d nite before i did realli enjoy..
meeting up wit peiqi n peijin n spending time wit them..
its so relax n i enjoyed the momment wit u two.. ♥

sry guys n girls,
sry for everything..

i din noe dat u all dun wanna go out dat time..
sry sry i realli feel so bad.. =(

day 4 - friends??

4th day of school.. =)


today class start at 11am.. as gsm havent start for dis week..
after gsm start nxt week.. monday - thursday my class will starts at 9am.. n friday starts at 8am.. @@
so dammn early.. surly will be tiring.. but i guess i'm starting to used to sleeping early n wake up early adi.. =X
walked to poly alone today.. along the way met cansin n her fren.. so coincident huh..
poly so big leh.. lolxxx
went to my class n met up wit them.. 1st 2 hours of tutorial class was web n technologies..
teacher divided us into groups.. my 5 groups wit 4 members n 3 groups wit 3 members..
my group only 3.. which is me, jeannette n bryan i guess.. forgotten who.. =X

after tutorial, we went koufu for lunch den afterdat onli went for d nxt 2 hours of tutorial which is accounting for assets..
accounts again! yeah.. learning the same thing again! but dis time is in english! @@
i knw how to do but its like making me confuse a little.. as i'm used to learn in malay.. aishh..

after tutorial class i went to student office to pass my giro form n back home..
no one at home.. >< so i did my accounts tutorial work while onlining n blogging! =D

tmr is good friday!! no class for everyone tomorrow! =D
lecture class had been replaced on tuesday already..
cansin jie went back to malaysia adi.. =( wat should i do??
no plan at the momment.. >< 3 days lehh.. wat to do n make time pass faster? aishh

i miss my friends back there! =(
the groups of friends here, i do mix wit them..
but is juz dat i'm a little like outsider onli i guess..
hopefully will get along wit them more i guess?

day 3 - clubs

3rd day~

class at 9am.. woke up bout 7am+..
bath d den online awhile den off to poly!
reached tutorial class early.. saw my classmates there..
felt a little awkward as i sudden in dat class.. the others dont even noe me..
except d group of girls dat i knew on tues..
sat down n teacher asked us to intro ourself..
ok, they had been introducing so manytimes.. so no one cares much also..
till my turn is like all listening my intro.. @@
i know i'm frm malaysia! the one n only one in dis course! -.-
tutorial class ended 1 hour early.. so we girls 11 of us + 1 boy went to hav our breakfast+lunch at mcd!
as poly mcd is cheaper also.. =P after eating.. its still early..
so we went to sports hall to see wat club should we choose..
din get to choose any cz there are too many choices..
until almost 1pm.. we went for lecture 1st..

after lecture, i went to sports hall to find cansin as she'll be bringing me to open a bank account..
so i went to symphony orchestra n registered! yeah.. i wish to learn violin long ago adi! =)
after dat cansin asked me to join International Student Club (ISC) as ntg to do wan..
so i juz join.. ntg to worry about i think.. cz there are two of them in dat club..
waited a while den she, me n ah guey went to ang mo kio hub..
went thr opened my bank account adi den planned to watch movie as its still early..
cz they r having dinner wit friends thr..
watched "RIO" wit two of them.. lolxx.. like small kid onli we all.. =X
movie finished den we went food court to meet up wit 2 of them for dinner!

walked back home after dinnerr.. =)

day 2 - new class FM1102

2nd day of school..


slept vry vry well dat nite as i'm too tired.. ><
woke up around 9 sumthing i guess.. cz 11am got replacement lecture for good friday..
walked to poly alone dat day.. went to find my lecture hall.. met my classmates..
n we girls start to talk to each other more.. =)
after 2 hours of lecture den went for tutorial class..
the teacher say my name is not in..
yupzz.. den i told him bout it..
after tutorial class, he helped me out.. =)
he checked my real class for me.. den took me to FM1102 class..
as they juz finish their tutorial class..
some of them went off adi.. n my teacher told d teacher dat i'm supposed to be in their class..
as those girls were still there.. the teacher told them dat i'm international student.. asked them to help me out..
help me on my things.. they took me to computer lab n helped me out.. =)
jeannette, emilia, brandon, rina, shireen... n the others..
there's one korean girl! she've been staying at sg for like 5 years adi..
all of them r juz so friendly..
after settle all the things.. went for lecture wit dat group..
lecture end at 4pm.. den they planned to hav late lunch or early dinner together at ang mo kio hub..
i went wit them for dinner.. den came back to nyp wit brandon.. as the others goin diff direction..

on the way back home.. saw one of my senior.. he did not hav key to go in the house as he gave me his housekey.. =X
n his hp dont hav battery adi.. aishh.. lucky i came back early~ =X
i guess at the momment everything goes well for me.. =)
its a new life for me..

all of my classmates r juz so friendly n helpfull.. =)

day 1 - semester 1 starts

1st day of school..

din sleep well dat nite as its d 1st nite thr..
woke up early in d morning, waited for marcus as he also nid to go to poly..
left the house at 8.30am.. den he took me to poly to hav breakfast as my break is at 1pm..
he bought me nasi lemak which cost onli $1 worth it huh.. got 2 drummet sum more leh..
den after breakfast he took me to my class.. cz its d 1st day n i duno whr is it.. =X
went for tutorial class.. n d teacher let us out early as she hav ntg to teach..
den i called dad.. dad came wit all my documents.. went to take my student pass 1st cz i nid it for lecture class..
we nid to tap for attendence.. =)

went lecture for 2 hours.. after dat break for lunch..
went to find my parents for lunch at d canteen.. n they passed me all the documents den left sg..
after lunch was tutorial again.. as we havent hav our lecture.. tutorial class onli last for one hour..
teacher asked us to intro ourselves one by one.. as a practice to be brave n learn how to present..
not only dat, we also get to know each other well.. =)

after tutorial class, i went back home..
shueze was at home.. den he asked me wanna go dinner wit him n chiamin jie anot..
so i juz say ok lor.. went dinner wit them opposide onli..
after dinner came back n i went to nyp student portal to check my mentor group..
n realized dat i'm in FM1102 class instead of FM1101 class.. cz dat time orientation they told me i'm in FM1101 class..
n i cant check my mentor group even on sunday nite..
duno wat should i do.. mayb i shall juz go to FM1101 class 1st d nxt day as the timetable is diff..

dates wit the sisters.. ♥

saturday had dated wit peiqi n peijin!!!
i've knw peiqi for like 5 years adi.. d 1st time i met her was 2 years ago..
n dis was the 2nd time meeting up wit her.. ^^ n its d 1st time meeting up wit peijin! weee..
evening i went to mico which is opposite balakong jusco to meet peiqi..
ended up i'm d one drive to kuchai lama..
we went to wings musicafe atkuchai lama n met up wit peijin thr.. =)
had dinner n chit chatted wit them.. took pic n listen to ppl singing..
so relaxing.. ♥

after dinner bout 10.30pm.. we went neighbour n wanted to eat snowflaks..
ended up din eat.. cz d queue is so dammn long.. =(
nvm nvm.. nxt time i will surely try it!
den drove to puchong n fetched peijin back..
along the way dammn many road block.. isshh.. polis wan to eat money! dammn dulan! -.-
ended up reaching home ngam ngam 12am.. =)

peiqi sis n me =)

me n peijin.. x)

3 of us.. <3

enjoy spending time wit them.. =)
its so relaxing..
we shall meet up again when i'm back to m'sia!

anxious n yet scare + worry.. =(

dis morning bout 1am+ juz wanted to off..
khor find me at fb chat.. lolxx..
dat fellow i noe him through mifen! always purposely treat me bad! -.-
even always "bu ke qi" wit me + always 1st word find me sure like scolding onli! issh u!
chatted wit him a while before i off..
lolx.. he say he'll miss me after i go singapore study!
duno is real anot! haha.. btw thanks! he even call me to take care!
omggg.. dun make me cry lorr! @@
he say he wanna go USM to study.. which is at Penang..
penang to sg is so much further den kajang to sg!! -.-
anyway~ good luck n all the best kay?? =D
u surely can get into USM! believe in urself! x)


2nd thing..
juz now dad came n told me dat we go to singapore on sunday EARLY morning.. reach there bout 10am.. n go finish my medical check up.. @@
i say ok!
den later on he say we go on sat evening lar! den i back on sunday.. so autopass dun nid count ma..
as my dad's auto pass had used 7 days for free.. 3 more days left.. T.T
n i say i've plan on saturday adi!!!
bro added! dun tell me u want dad to drive down on sun morning n back on sun evening!
n dad say if go on sat at least bro can go!
isssh! i've told u earlier adi dat i hav plan adi!! =(
den if they go on sat den they will back on sunday!
wat about me!!!! they call me stay at uncle's house but i dont feel like staying there!
cz its like a little awkward n bothering them onli.. haizz

i'm realli starting to feel a little scare adi..
juz dont knw why..
i'm vry anxious to attend classes n get to noe more frens..
but i'm afraid! cz i'll be staying there..
for the 1st few weeks as i'm not familier wit there yet!


i try to stay till late at nite as i dun wanna leave here so fast! @@
i always think bout how's my life gonna be!
i realli do hope to go there is juz dat i'm afraid of my first few weeks onli..
cz i'm worrying bout my accomodation!
i think bout dis every nite before i go to bed!
on my hifi to listen to one fm every nite.. its d easiest way to make me feel tired n slowly fall asleep! =)

my tears came out when my dad say wanna go on sat n back on sun..
i juz cant control!
seriously.. izzit goin singapore is a right choice?
i noe its hard to get in n i'm lucky to get the offer rite?
dad done d payment d.. no more turning back!
face d fact n be brave n not to afraid for d first few weeks i guess?? =(

The Gangs~

went yam cha wit the gang yterday..
dis time is more ppl den usuall..
since my bday the 2 groups of fren combined now they joined together adi!
which is me, mifen, jojo, yokewei, sweefong, pling chee, suki, tan, mathew, sia, jacky, yong, ryan, pua, Lcc, dicky, meisan n yap..
mifen planned dis yam cha actually..
the purpose is to meet up wit me cz i'm leaving malaysia nxt week! yeahh!
but now a days yum cha wit them its a little diff adi..
all hav different emotion.. it seem dat sum of them is emo-ing.. sum is like moody.. @@
1 more week! its fast huh~ now i'm realli realli worried bout it adi!
cousin them say i'm realli dammn brave to go sg study alone..
not like my bro.. if him, he not brave at all wan..
but.. now, i'm realli afraid adi..

i'm afraid to be alone there for the first few weeks..
i'm afraid bout my accomodation thr! (havent get one)
i'm afraid i'll spend alot as its exchange rates is 2.5~
i'm afraid dat i cant cope up wit my studies..
i'm afraid dat i hav problems on my studies!

i noe ppl there r realli friendly..!
i've noe sum nanyang poly ppl frm fb adi~
2 of them will be my course mates.. 1 is frm thailand n 1 is frm sg!
den there's 1 girl taking nursing n she's frm jb~ =)
i've noe one of my fb fren dat juz went to raffles for her studies..
we told each other we will meet up soon!

read mifen n pling chee's blog!
they wrote bout me! omgg.. u girls realli make me wanna cry lehh!!
i'll surely miss u girls n the others!
i wanna hang out wit u all often!
wait me! i'll be back on june when my break!
u all better be freee!!! =)

my whole week is fully booked.. -.-

mon - sushi wit the gang for lunch, nite tuition
tues - noon piano, nite tuition
wed - noon piano exam, nite connaught pasar malam
thurs - noon lunch wit cousin, nite tuition
fri- nite dinner wit peiqi n peijin! <3
sat - shopping wit the gangs!!
sun - time to leave malaysia to singapore! =(

yterday they had like gossip again like usuall..
walk a side n talk.. watever.. i always din care wat they talk..
but juz dun like see-ing like dat!
try to stand the other side n think~
if u all wanna do like dat juz dun make it so obvious lor!
but watever not my things.. dun wanna care much! =)

NYP stuffsss!!!

its friday n i only hav 1 more week in malaysia..
how fast!!
i went to singapore on wed evening after my piano lesson..
stayed a nite thr n went to nanyang poly on the nxt day..
took my enrolment package n den they told me dat i hav orientation today..
so i went thr a while.. wanted to make new friends but juz cant.. they were talking infront.. -.-
the ppl there were realli realli friendly!! =)
den rushed to clinic to hav medical check up..

now, i'm super busy.. hav to settle the payment, forms, student grant, ezlink card, student pass n elsee~~
nid to take photos n more also.. aish.. i still hav my piano exam lehhh!! =(
the fees for NYP is onli RM30K for 3 years of diploma is i take grant! cheap huh.. =)
but i felt bad dat i saw my dad nidda go to pj UOB bank to make payment to nyp..
den nid rush dis rush that..
my dad say "haiyo u so mafan"
i noe he's juz saying onli.. he's juz jk..
but when he said dat..
wat i'm thinking in my mind is..

"did i made a wrg mistake??"
"they offered me that course, n i can choose not to take also"
"i dun wanna mafan my parents"
"there r lots of things to do n sum times my parents hav to go down to sg for my things dis n dat.. i dont wanna kacau them working"
"dad had to do those things for me n i cant help any.. & mum is not around"

there're lots of things bothering me now.. piano exams, all my nyp things.. haizzz..
i onli hav like 1 more week to get all these things done!
i wish all this thing will done fast! den i'll hav sum time to enjoy i guess??
but i still duno how about my accomodation thr! as there do not hav hostel! =(

i guess i should write till here.. will update more when i'm free~

my tears drop again juz nw..
i realli do feel bad.. =(
can someone guide me wat should i do?
i'm gonna miss them damm badly!

results for my application~

2 weeks i've applied nanyang polytechnic for Fund management n administration as my 1st choice..
results released yterday 2pm..
went to check n was shock dat they offered me dat course too!!
of cuz i do realli happy cz my whole family wants me to study thr as the education thr r much better~
but on the other hand.. i realli will miss my friends here.. =(
everyone were saying we shall meet up before i go to sg..

piano exam on nxt wed.. which is 13th April.. n i'm goin to sg on 17th april as courses starting on 18th April..
how fast rite??
i onli hav like one, two, three days only to spend time wit my friends here n meet up wit sum of them!!
owhhh.. most of them say they gonna miss me.. of cuz i realli do miss you all too!
but dun worry! i'll come back to visit u all!
as singapore is juz near.. better den UK or Aus.. rite rite?? =)
we can still facebook, tweet, msn n also skype!!!! dun forget me! =X

few days ago i saw andrew's fb.. he's one of my senior frm my school last time..
so i juz click on his profile n i saw dat he's studying at nanyang poly now..
den last nite i saw him online at msn.. n i juz had a short convocation wit him..
ask him a little bout nanyang.. he told me n gav me sum guide..
he call me to stay at my relative thr 1st.. until orientation start.. den onli i find roommates..
he even gave me his sg num.. -.- say i can contact him if i nid any help..
thanks alot andrew! x) although i'm not dat close wit u but u r still helpful! ^^

i hav 11 more days to go before i leave m'sia i guess.. @@

the SURPRISED bday by them! ♥

okey.. lets say bout wed nite.. its my birthday eve!
actually planned to yum cha wit lcc, jyekuen, sweefong, mifen n yokewei geh..
den noon mifen smsed me say she cnt make it.. n den lcc say cancel lar..
so ok lorr.. @@
nite time onlined n saw mathew's status saying "goin to bed.." o.O he dun go to bed so early.. @@
den later on lcc, jkuen n sweefong came my house fetch me.. i was like huh?? okiee.. took my bag n go out..
went beach cafe.. we say suann n den jkuen say "so coincident?"
lets sit together~ -.- den sudden mifen n yokewei came!
make me felt more weird.. hmmmm.. fine.. den i din care..
they even sudden say "sia went for badminton"
i was like.. juz listen it.. but in my mind.. "he went for badminton? mathew tengah tidur wor" den i juz forget it..
had a fast yum cha den they fetch me home..


went home.. mum told me someone took a bday cake for me juz now..
omgggg.. is like dat person noe i went out dats y took to my house?? *scratch heads*
went to the fridge open n see.. lolxxx.. saw d word "happy birthday Ah Teng"
den i agak noe its who.. cz onli jkuen n ah chee call me dat..
but din care to sms n ask lar.. later on jyekuen called me so i went to my room to answer..
once answer she say she call me back later.. she wanna go "poo"..
okieee.. dat make me felt more weird.. sumthing is not right!
stayed in my room to online as i'm lazy to go downstairs adi..
den sudden heard like a group of ppl walked pass my house cz got sound..
so i went to my room window to see.. but there's no one.. den i continue online~~


its around 10pm+ almost 11pm
sudden my parents call me down.. den dad called me go out help him take things..
dat time i heard sound outside the house.. so juz went out..
din noe they gav me a bday surprise!!! omggg.. i was like.. "so BIG GANG!! so many of them.. bout 17 of them.. they gang up!"
after dat they closed my eyes call me to wish.. n mathew put a fake "cockroach" on the cake.. -.-
i din scare cz he put at d fruits there so cant see clearly.. =X
they called me to take out the cockroach by mouth.. when i wanted to.. they push me.. omggg!!
n all started plying cakes.. decorate my head wit fruits.. @@
all of them also kena.. so fair enough! xP


after dat.. i went for bath.. den went out to beach cafe wit them..
they reserved 4 tables adi.. okie.. i thought it was juz normal yum cha.. we took lots of pictures..
n played around.. =)
about 12am.. sudden there's another bday cake.. o.O dis time i saw d cake got so much more cream..
i thought they gonna ply.. but not.. its for eating.. =)

whn i think back bout all the plans.. make me laugh onli..
so many coinciden.. -.-
met suann at bcafe, mifen came,
mathew went to slp, sia ply badminton,
jkuen called me d den say wanna go poo..
lolxx.. so many coincident!! @@


1st cake.. =) *juz for playing* -.-



saw d black thing on the cake?
its the fake cockroach! @@


jkuen, emily, me, chee, arh wei n sweefong! x)


all of them! ♥


chee, me, emily n mifen~ ^^


2nd cake~ for eating!


meee!!! x)


arr wei, mifen, swee fong n me..


the boys~


the gang! ♥

i realli had lots of fun..!! thx jyekuen, mathew, sia n my bro for planning it.. thx sweefong, mifen, yokewei, emily, chee, suann, suki, yong, jacky, teo, dicky, tan, lcc n ryan for coming!

it realli surprised me!! u all gave me lots of memories on my 18th bday!

THANKS ALOTTT!! ♥ u all alot!!!

last but not least~ thx those who wished me at facebook n smsed me through hp!
oh yea!! n ABIGAIL!! thx for ur call.. u r d 1st n onli person who call n wish me happy birthday~~ heart you~ =)

i've make my wish! =D
n i'm glad to be 18 now! ^^

18th birthday???

at 1st i'm like excited dat my bday is coming..
cz i'm goin to be 18 years old!
n finally i can go cinema watch 18pl show.. dun nid to curi curi masuk adi! =)
n i thought i finally can use dis chance to go out shopping wit frens..
but excitement became sadness..

i hav piano lesson tmr afternoon!!
on MY BIRTHDAY!!!
yesss.. i bet its gonna be my worst bday tmr! as i noe i'll surely get scolding frm teacher again tmr..
like juz now!
yup, i get scolding frm her juz now.. i DID PRACTICE! n she kip say no.. fineee.. u say all..
although i've been learning frm dis teacher for like 11 years d but yet i dun realli talk to her..
she bang the piano juz now.. n of cuz i juz cant stop my tears..
den kip say dis n dat..
even say "u r lazy not suit to go singapore study!"

wtf! MY PROBLEM LAR i want to go thr study!!
DUN SIMPLY CURSE ME! DATS MY DREAM!
i wanna go there study so badly!

i guess i shall go practice my piano now..
she'll throw my book out tmr if i cant play.. n even call my parents!
watever~~~
i wont so easily give up!!! i wont let u scold me on my 18th bday!
as its an important bday for me! i dun wanna hav bad memories for my 18th bday!

yes i did cried.. =(
now i'm still crying..
but i wont let u scold me on my bday!
its my big day!

worried again + appreciate.. =)

many friends started their college life adi..
majorities went to sunway.. -.-
if not sunway den taylors.. @@
but those 2 r not my choice also actually..
now i'm worried bout my applications..
i just cant wait for d results to release on 5th april!!!

okie.. my 18th bday is coming soon.. i guess dat will b my bday wish dis year??? hmm..
18th bday will be special?? dats wat my frens say.. -.-
but for me i think its normal?? hmm.. IF i got accepted to polytechnic den 18th bday will be special for me..
as it will be last bday celebration in malaysia?? cz i might be away to sg for like 6 or 8 years.. ><
aishh.. k.. k.. skip skip..

last thursday sis smsed me while i'm teaching tuition..
she said dat she hav a surprise for me on my bday.. o.O i was shock..
my bday still got one week.. n she had already planned??
till yterday nite she told me d surprised she wanna giv me..
actually is a video.. she will ply violin n record it as a video.. n also show me her cute doggie..
owhhh how sweet of herrr.. =)
but unfortunately she cant put d video in fb..
aishh.. its okie.. as long as u got heart.. love ya sis~ =D

hmm.. last nite had a drink wit themmm.. the gang again~~
they planned to celebrate my bday..
n one thing i felt weird.. i think jk planned it..
cz its weird dat i heard her asking sia "wednesday how? at where"
but wednesday i'm goin to yum cha wit lcc, mifen, jyekuen, yokewei they all..
err.. i think i noe a lil of it.. wat u all hav planned i guess.. =X
cz its likeee.. u all terbocor abit adi.. =x but it's wat i guess onli lar..  

pls giv me good news.. *.*
i realli do hope dat i get accepted.. =(

studies????

its been a long time dat i din update my blog..
sry for not updating.. =X

okey.. its march now.. got my spm results d.. nt dat good.. =(
but its out.. i cant go anything.. regret is too late also.. so i shall move on..
applied polytechnic d.. as wat i've wanted.. even my whole family hope dat i can go singapore to study..
there r 5 choices dat i've applied through online..

1st choice: Fund management & administration - Nanyang polytechnic
2nd choice: Environment design - Temasek Polytechnic
3rd choice: Interior architecture & design - Temasek Polytechnic
4th choice: Media & communication - Singapore Polytechnic
5th choice: Mass communication - Ngee Ann Polytechnic

nanyang polytechnic dat i've been thr to submit my documents..

hope dat i can get my 1st choice.. if cant, 2nd choice or 3rd choice will also good..
but if 4th or my 5th choice.. i'll consider.. cz i'm not dat interested on dat.. hmm
family had done lots for me.. dad even drove to singapore on friday to pass my documents to nanyang polytechnic as its d last day.. @@
n bro even called dad's hp while we r in singapore to ask how was it..
owhh.. touched.. *.*

i realli do hope to go singapore to study n its wat i wanted to actually..
but after applying n comments frm my fren that they will miss me it make me thinks twice..
should i go?? or shouldnt i go.. haizzz..
i always think bout..

WHAT IF I'M GOIN THR TO STUDY??
NO ONE I KNOW THR..
I'LL LIVE ALONE..
SPENDING WILL BE HIGH AS ITS 2.5 MALAYSIA RINGGIT~
I'LL MISS MY FRIENDS..
I'LL MISS MY BELOVED PIANO~
I'LL BE AWAY FRM HOME FOR 3 YEARS..
IF I GET GRANT, I'll HAVE TO STUDY DIPLOMA THERE FOR 3 YEARS den AFTER DAT I'LL CONTINUE ANOTHER 2 YEARS FOR DEGREE, N LASTLY I HAV TO WORK THR FOR 3 YEARS.. (dats if i apply for grant)
WHAT IF I HAV PROBLEM ON MY STUDIES~

its hard to get into polytechnic in singapore actually~~ n with my sucks results i think its harder to get in.. but i should say i hope to get in?? cz i dont wanna dissapoint my family..
aishhh.. but IF i realli get it.. i will surely go thr to study cz family had done lots for me..
i'll study hard over there..

but i'll hav to be away frm home like 8 YEARS!!~ 3 years for diploma, 2 years for degree n 3 years for working thr! @@
i've think bout it many times.. i'll surely miss home, miss my family, miss my friends n others.. =(

Results of the application will be released on 5th of April at 2pm.. i duno i wanna it to come fast or slow.. =X

i juz worried bout all these for last few days~ -.-
my 18th birthday is in 4 days.. wat should i wish?
wish to get into polytechnic or wat?? aishhh~~