anxious n yet scare + worry.. =(

dis morning bout 1am+ juz wanted to off..
khor find me at fb chat.. lolxx..
dat fellow i noe him through mifen! always purposely treat me bad! -.-
even always "bu ke qi" wit me + always 1st word find me sure like scolding onli! issh u!
chatted wit him a while before i off..
lolx.. he say he'll miss me after i go singapore study!
duno is real anot! haha.. btw thanks! he even call me to take care!
omggg.. dun make me cry lorr! @@
he say he wanna go USM to study.. which is at Penang..
penang to sg is so much further den kajang to sg!! -.-
anyway~ good luck n all the best kay?? =D
u surely can get into USM! believe in urself! x)


2nd thing..
juz now dad came n told me dat we go to singapore on sunday EARLY morning.. reach there bout 10am.. n go finish my medical check up.. @@
i say ok!
den later on he say we go on sat evening lar! den i back on sunday.. so autopass dun nid count ma..
as my dad's auto pass had used 7 days for free.. 3 more days left.. T.T
n i say i've plan on saturday adi!!!
bro added! dun tell me u want dad to drive down on sun morning n back on sun evening!
n dad say if go on sat at least bro can go!
isssh! i've told u earlier adi dat i hav plan adi!! =(
den if they go on sat den they will back on sunday!
wat about me!!!! they call me stay at uncle's house but i dont feel like staying there!
cz its like a little awkward n bothering them onli.. haizz

i'm realli starting to feel a little scare adi..
juz dont knw why..
i'm vry anxious to attend classes n get to noe more frens..
but i'm afraid! cz i'll be staying there..
for the 1st few weeks as i'm not familier wit there yet!


i try to stay till late at nite as i dun wanna leave here so fast! @@
i always think bout how's my life gonna be!
i realli do hope to go there is juz dat i'm afraid of my first few weeks onli..
cz i'm worrying bout my accomodation!
i think bout dis every nite before i go to bed!
on my hifi to listen to one fm every nite.. its d easiest way to make me feel tired n slowly fall asleep! =)

my tears came out when my dad say wanna go on sat n back on sun..
i juz cant control!
seriously.. izzit goin singapore is a right choice?
i noe its hard to get in n i'm lucky to get the offer rite?
dad done d payment d.. no more turning back!
face d fact n be brave n not to afraid for d first few weeks i guess?? =(