NYP stuffsss!!!

its friday n i only hav 1 more week in malaysia..
how fast!!
i went to singapore on wed evening after my piano lesson..
stayed a nite thr n went to nanyang poly on the nxt day..
took my enrolment package n den they told me dat i hav orientation today..
so i went thr a while.. wanted to make new friends but juz cant.. they were talking infront.. -.-
the ppl there were realli realli friendly!! =)
den rushed to clinic to hav medical check up..

now, i'm super busy.. hav to settle the payment, forms, student grant, ezlink card, student pass n elsee~~
nid to take photos n more also.. aish.. i still hav my piano exam lehhh!! =(
the fees for NYP is onli RM30K for 3 years of diploma is i take grant! cheap huh.. =)
but i felt bad dat i saw my dad nidda go to pj UOB bank to make payment to nyp..
den nid rush dis rush that..
my dad say "haiyo u so mafan"
i noe he's juz saying onli.. he's juz jk..
but when he said dat..
wat i'm thinking in my mind is..

"did i made a wrg mistake??"
"they offered me that course, n i can choose not to take also"
"i dun wanna mafan my parents"
"there r lots of things to do n sum times my parents hav to go down to sg for my things dis n dat.. i dont wanna kacau them working"
"dad had to do those things for me n i cant help any.. & mum is not around"

there're lots of things bothering me now.. piano exams, all my nyp things.. haizzz..
i onli hav like 1 more week to get all these things done!
i wish all this thing will done fast! den i'll hav sum time to enjoy i guess??
but i still duno how about my accomodation thr! as there do not hav hostel! =(

i guess i should write till here.. will update more when i'm free~

my tears drop again juz nw..
i realli do feel bad.. =(
can someone guide me wat should i do?
i'm gonna miss them damm badly!