it've been more than half the year i didnt update my blog. hmm, i dont know where should i start from actually. i had my whole new life back in malaysia. i never thought of coming bck here to study.. until my dad started asking me about it. so i thought maybe there are money problem for them.. so i choose the cheaper one.. as mum told me coming bck here to study is cheaper.. so yeah, i came bck.. not to say that i dont like studying in Singapore.. i LIKE studying there but i just dont like the lifestyle there.. its tough being alone there with boring and lonely weekends..
i always hope that the choice i made to come bck here is right.. but now, i TOTALLY regret! yes! TOTALLY REGRET! i feel so much more stress coming bck here.. just dont know why! no more besties to share things or to have heart talk with like what i have in sg.. no more friends.. no more going out with friends on weekends.. i just feel so lifeless now.. other than playing piano and violin to express myself!
i always wonder y i always made the wrong choice! i ruined my own life! i just wish there's always a second chance. i wish to go bck to the boring, lonely life which i used to complain last time! i know i made a mistake, but there's no way turning bck anymore! i guess i shall face the fact and just move on! actually i always tell myself about moving on and forget the past.. but i just cant! my mind always think about it which always make me tears. it've been more than half year but yet i still cant let it down. It takes time to adapt a totally new life, but somehow it takes longer time to adapt back to the old life. YES! ITS TOTALLY TRUE! now, there's no more besties to share everything with.. so blogging is the best way for me to express everything! at least it makes me feel a little better..
tears almost everyday before i sleep. maybe thats the easiest way to make myself fall asleep after tears.
LIFE GOES ON!
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012
end of sem 2!
its the end of sem 2 already! which means i'm finishing my 1st year in nyp!!
3 more papers before sem break starts! x)
think back how do i live alone in sg for the whole year~
i cried, i worried, i scared, i dont want to back sg and others..
it happened to me when i 1st came to sg.. yeah! its really really vry tough..
finding a suitable place to stay is not easy also!
i've shifted like 4 times in a year!!! and finally found a suitable place with home cooked dinner everyday!
but thinking about the high cost.. i really feel bad for my parents..
i'm always worried for my parents.. cz bro in uk and i'm in sg.. cost for them really vry high.. =(
its fast! i've been studyin in nyp for one year! gonna enter year 2 on april! wish meili can come sg study! xD
sem 2 is really vry tough due to many public holidays we have..
which makes our timetable pack cz of all the replacements!
but overall for my results for this sem, i think its much better than last sem!
i can see that my results, group project is quite good.. except for stats! -.-
every teachers also vry good! especially eff writing teacher! WHEEKI!
she's really a vry good teacher.. she cares us alot, worry for us alot, helped us alot! thanks teacher!!!
and sry for making u worry bout us so much!
3 more papers before sem break starts! x)
think back how do i live alone in sg for the whole year~
i cried, i worried, i scared, i dont want to back sg and others..
it happened to me when i 1st came to sg.. yeah! its really really vry tough..
finding a suitable place to stay is not easy also!
i've shifted like 4 times in a year!!! and finally found a suitable place with home cooked dinner everyday!
but thinking about the high cost.. i really feel bad for my parents..
i'm always worried for my parents.. cz bro in uk and i'm in sg.. cost for them really vry high.. =(
its fast! i've been studyin in nyp for one year! gonna enter year 2 on april! wish meili can come sg study! xD
sem 2 is really vry tough due to many public holidays we have..
which makes our timetable pack cz of all the replacements!
but overall for my results for this sem, i think its much better than last sem!
i can see that my results, group project is quite good.. except for stats! -.-
every teachers also vry good! especially eff writing teacher! WHEEKI!
she's really a vry good teacher.. she cares us alot, worry for us alot, helped us alot! thanks teacher!!!
and sry for making u worry bout us so much!
with stats teacher! <3
me with macro teacher~
girls with macro teacher!
us with account teacher!
me, bo tai, bryan, jia hui and bok!
us with teacher! <3 her!
the classmates and Wheeki! spot her! lolxx.. like student only! =D
a new year 2012
its already 2 months i didnt update my blog~
and its already the 2nd month of 2012..
its fast right?? frm the last few post, i posted about my sem2..
and now it've came to the end!
actually its 4 days which included sat and sun! then i skipped wed class.. if not i hav to go back on 2nd day of cny! -.-
and i'm lucky that my class ends at 12pm on friday..
after class went home to pack things then went to grassroot club beside my poly for lunch with aunty and jaslyn! sry for letting u 2 wait! =(
aunty gave me cny ang pao!! my 1st one! and its the biggest one! $12!! omggg.. so happy and appreciate it alot! thx aunty!
she even treated me lunch that day!
after that headed to home8 to find justin! followed his car back!
thx for fetching me back!
that 4 days ntg much.. didnt really meet up with any friends..
actually i hav! i duno should i say i'm lucky or unlucky to met them at rest one on the night i came back! this is not the 1st time ady! issshh
1st day of cny went dad's side then 2nd day cny went mum's side!
all relatives pass me bro's ang pao also.. its nice of them!
this year aunt gave me & bro's ang pao diff already.. usually she will give RM10 to us only..
but this year she gave us each RM100..
gambling this year? i lost a little but i dont really mind.. its just a fun of it! and i dont really feel much mayb its msia money and its my own money.. some more i dont really use it..
Although its only 2 days of cny for me to celebrate.. i did feel sad about it..
but these 2 days of cny makes me more treasure about it! lesser ang pao this year i know..
but i dont really care.. i treasure the moment i spend with relatives.. i really do!
saw friend's status in fb for the 1st week of cny.. i can see that they really do hav lots of fun..
which makes me vry jealous.. yet i still be strong and face the fact of it!
and its already the 2nd month of 2012..
its fast right?? frm the last few post, i posted about my sem2..
and now it've came to the end!
CNY~~
cny this year ntg much for me.. as i only have like 2 days off only..actually its 4 days which included sat and sun! then i skipped wed class.. if not i hav to go back on 2nd day of cny! -.-
and i'm lucky that my class ends at 12pm on friday..
after class went home to pack things then went to grassroot club beside my poly for lunch with aunty and jaslyn! sry for letting u 2 wait! =(
aunty gave me cny ang pao!! my 1st one! and its the biggest one! $12!! omggg.. so happy and appreciate it alot! thx aunty!
she even treated me lunch that day!
after that headed to home8 to find justin! followed his car back!
thx for fetching me back!
that 4 days ntg much.. didnt really meet up with any friends..
actually i hav! i duno should i say i'm lucky or unlucky to met them at rest one on the night i came back! this is not the 1st time ady! issshh
1st day of cny went dad's side then 2nd day cny went mum's side!
all relatives pass me bro's ang pao also.. its nice of them!
this year aunt gave me & bro's ang pao diff already.. usually she will give RM10 to us only..
but this year she gave us each RM100..
gambling this year? i lost a little but i dont really mind.. its just a fun of it! and i dont really feel much mayb its msia money and its my own money.. some more i dont really use it..
Although its only 2 days of cny for me to celebrate.. i did feel sad about it..
but these 2 days of cny makes me more treasure about it! lesser ang pao this year i know..
but i dont really care.. i treasure the moment i spend with relatives.. i really do!
saw friend's status in fb for the 1st week of cny.. i can see that they really do hav lots of fun..
which makes me vry jealous.. yet i still be strong and face the fact of it!
me and my nieceee!!~ x)
amber! my cute little niece!
chee, ghayee and me!
gambling session!
nephew jack jack with me!
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