New Life..... New College....

it've been more than half the year i didnt update my blog. hmm, i dont know where should i start from actually. i had my whole new life back in malaysia. i never thought of coming bck here to study.. until my dad started asking me about it. so i thought maybe there are money problem for them.. so i choose the cheaper one.. as mum told me coming bck here to study is cheaper.. so yeah, i came bck.. not to say that i dont like studying in Singapore.. i LIKE studying there but i just dont like the lifestyle there.. its tough being alone there with boring and lonely weekends..

i always hope that the choice i made to come bck here is right.. but now, i TOTALLY regret! yes! TOTALLY REGRET! i feel so much more stress coming bck here.. just dont know why! no more besties to share things or to have heart talk with like what i have in sg.. no more friends.. no more going out with friends on weekends.. i just feel so lifeless now.. other than playing piano and violin to express myself!

i always wonder y i always made the wrong choice! i ruined my own life! i just wish there's always a second chance. i wish to go bck to the boring, lonely life which i used to complain last time! i know i made a mistake, but there's no way turning bck anymore! i guess i shall face the fact and just move on! actually i always tell myself about moving on and forget the past.. but i just cant! my mind always think about it which always make me tears. it've been more than half year but yet i still cant let it down. It takes time to adapt a totally new life, but somehow it takes longer time to adapt back to the old life. YES! ITS TOTALLY TRUE! now, there's no more besties to share everything with.. so blogging is the best way for me to express everything! at least it makes me feel a little better.. 

tears almost everyday before i sleep. maybe thats the easiest way to make myself fall asleep after tears.

LIFE GOES ON!

end of sem 2!

its the end of sem 2 already! which means i'm finishing my 1st year in nyp!!
3 more papers before sem break starts! x)

think back how do i live alone in sg for the whole year~
i cried, i worried, i scared, i dont want to back sg and others..
it happened to me when i 1st came to sg.. yeah! its really really vry tough..
finding a suitable place to stay is not easy also!
i've shifted like 4 times in a year!!! and finally found a suitable place with home cooked dinner everyday!
but thinking about the high cost.. i really feel bad for my parents..
i'm always worried for my parents.. cz bro in uk and i'm in sg.. cost for them really vry high.. =(
its fast! i've been studyin in nyp for one year! gonna enter year 2 on april! wish meili can come sg study! xD

sem 2 is really vry tough due to many public holidays we have..
which makes our timetable pack cz of all the replacements!
but overall for my results for this sem, i think its much better than last sem!
i can see that my results, group project is quite good.. except for stats! -.-
every teachers also vry good! especially eff writing teacher! WHEEKI!
she's really a vry good teacher.. she cares us alot, worry for us alot, helped us alot! thanks teacher!!!
and sry for making u worry bout us so much!

with stats teacher! <3

me with macro teacher~

girls with macro teacher!

us with account teacher!

me, bo tai, bryan, jia hui and bok!

us with teacher! <3 her!

the classmates and Wheeki! spot her! lolxx.. like student only! =D

a new year 2012

its already 2 months i didnt update my blog~
and its already the 2nd month of 2012..
its fast right?? frm the last few post, i posted about my sem2..
and now it've came to the end!

CNY~~

cny this year ntg much for me.. as i only have like 2 days off only..
actually its 4 days which included sat and sun! then i skipped wed class.. if not i hav to go back on 2nd day of cny! -.-
and i'm lucky that my class ends at 12pm on friday..
after class went home to pack things then went to grassroot club beside my poly for lunch with aunty and jaslyn! sry for letting u 2 wait! =(
aunty gave me cny ang pao!! my 1st one! and its the biggest one! $12!! omggg.. so happy and appreciate it alot! thx aunty!
she even treated me lunch that day!
after that headed to home8 to find justin! followed his car back!
thx for fetching me back!

that 4 days ntg much.. didnt really meet up with any friends..
actually i hav! i duno should i say i'm lucky or unlucky to met them at rest one on the night i came back! this is not the 1st time ady! issshh
1st day of cny went dad's side then 2nd day cny went mum's side!
all relatives pass me bro's ang pao also.. its nice of them!
this year aunt gave me & bro's ang pao diff already.. usually she will give RM10 to us only..
but this year she gave us each RM100..
gambling this year? i lost a little but i dont really mind.. its just a fun of it! and i dont really feel much mayb its msia money and its my own money.. some more i dont really use it..

Although its only 2 days of cny for me to celebrate.. i did feel sad about it..
but these 2 days of cny makes me more treasure about it! lesser ang pao this year i know..
but i dont really care.. i treasure the moment i spend with relatives.. i really do!

saw friend's status in fb for the 1st week of cny.. i can see that they really do hav lots of fun..
which makes me vry jealous.. yet i still be strong and face the fact of it!

me and my nieceee!!~ x)

amber! my cute little niece!

chee, ghayee and me!

gambling session!

nephew jack jack with me!

National Museum of Singapore

Last friday after class, bok, jiahui and i went to amk hub for lunch!
after that we went to National Museum of Singapore located at Bras Basah..
3 of us went there to look for art work for our GSM ica 1..
yeah.. its only GSM project! but still have to do.. @@
we took alot of photos there! and enjoyed our day at there!
quite alot ppl there as its school holiday already..
btw, the admission is freee!!
spend about 2hours+ there but we didnt managed to do our work!
cz no art work at there at all! so fineee..
we decided to go home search online.. lolxxx.. kind of waste of time?
no actually! we did enjoy our day in the museum! x)

after that we went bugis for a walk!!
yes! bugisssss.. cz usually want go there is quite far..
since we ady at city hall so we just go bugis for a walk!
i bought 3 belts for only $10.. as i need belt.. so yeah! i bought 3 diff colours!
not really nice to shop as its really vry vry pack there!
hard to walk.. i dont likeee!! =(
went home about 5pm+.. kind of tired!
but at least i went to some place that i didnt go before in sg!

here are some photos taken on that day! enjoyyyyy~~

the 3 of us! ♥

forget the past n look forward! x)

1st of all, i want to say that i've changed my blog link!! x)
due to... i shall not say..
just take it as, i'm tired of my old link~ lolxx

it have been a month i didnt update my blog d!
sry for the late updates.. my 2nd sem timetable is tiring..
dont hav much time for me to online also.. hmm..
in this one month, i went to the zoo with aunty, jaslyn and cheryl on 12th NOV!
its raining on that day, but we still go cz aunty's free admission is only for that day.. so dont waste it!
although is a raining day, but i did enjoy my day!
so long didnt go zoo ady.. d last time i went it think i'm still primary school?
took lots of photos there! here are some of the photos~

me and aunty (owner) ~

Jaslyn, me & Cheryl

Cheryl & me~

Jaslyn & Me~

The 4 of us!

n there's one sat jaslyn took me to a place to see clothings..
real cheap! but i only bought one new look's brand jeans shorts..
it only cost $15!! how cheap rite??? n i love the shorts also!!
btw, singapore sales starting soon!! i'm gonna shop to the max when my term break start n before i back msia!!! xD

life here in my new place is fun! but life in poly is not that fun!
its already sem 2! i thought my classmates would have change!
i mean their attitude.. i din say that their attitude is bad!
but i just dont like their type of attitude!
let me tell u about their attitude.. they always boys with boys, girls with girls!!
COME ON!! MIX TOGETHER PLS! BE MORE ACTIVE N SOCIALBLE!
n they r like sometimes talk behind ppl's back! this is what i dont like..
its sem 2 ady, n i still cant get along with the other girlss.. they r like..
i just dont knw how to say.. they just like to mix with their own group only..
okey, then i'll let it be! i still dont really talk much with them due to these reasons.. whatever!
i still hope that i can change class to XA!! omggg.. i prefer mixing n joining with them! although i only meet them during lecture time but yet i still can have lots of topic to chat with them!!
they r real friendly n socialble! but there's no hope to be in that class..
i shall just mix with them when i see them! x)

the last thing i wanna say is, i received an email from International Student Club..
asking for volunteer for ISC orientation on dec 22 & 23.. i so wanna volunteer!!
but too bad i'm going back msia on 22 Dec! cant volunteer..
i wish to volunteer so that i can knw more friendss n have fun!
nvm then.. i shall just look forward for NYP 2012 open house next year! =)

Singapore Chinese Orchestra ♥

yterday after class went home then online awhile..
after that went downstairs for dinner n take bus to amk hub..
rushed to mrt station.. right on time.. pheww..
so tiring.. lucky i managed to hop into the mrt to meet jia hui..
2 of us went to tanjong pagar for chinese orchestra!
it only cost $10.. how cheap rite??

the building is specially for chinese orchestra only..
so nice rite? i love the logo outside the building!
n i took photo of it! =)
performance started at 8pm sharp! omggg..
all the songs so niceee!! so soft.. so lively..
listen d feel so comfortable! x)

the concert ended at 10.30pm!
1st time i go out at nite! so late d still so many ppl!!
reached home at 11.45pm! jaslyn n cheryl were waiting for me!
i'm so sorry!!!!
i did enjoy my night!!! its my 1st time attending orchestra!
cant wait to go for more! especially symphony orchestra!

SCO = Singapore Chinese Orchestra~ nice logo rite? i just love it so much!

jia hui & me~

the stage!

entrance ticket! =)

ticket n booklet~

Year 1 semester 2!

it have been a week i didnt blog already!
came down sg on 15th october which is on a saturday!
that time i'm so worried about my new place.. cz i duno how's the owner n the family..
how's my roomate the aunty n else..
i keep think about it few nights before i came to sg..
okey, let me say about it..
i shifted to my new place d on sat.. n parents went back on that day also..

1st night didnt sleep well actually.. @@
aunty took me out n taught me how to take bus to poly!
after that went bugis for window shopping!
dinner at ajisen! aunty treated me cz her daughter told her to treat me as welcome me to their house..
i start to change my impression on them!
they r really nice, friendly.. owhh..
1st day of sem 2, aunty took leave.. she teach me other way to go to school..
thanks aunty! =) n i took her to my poly for breakfast! haha..

almost every day she cook dinner~ so my mum asked her to cook mine too..
pay her.. instead of going out for dinner everyday..
its boring you know! i love aunty's home cooked food!
everyday got soup! got fish! got vege! then fruits!!
all of them r really nice~ even my roomate the china aunty! she's a movie freak!
everyday after work also go for movie.. lolxxx..

bout my sem 2, its quiet ok i guess??
but i felt that its a little tough!
for some modules.. such as effective writing! i'm worry that i cant catch up..
my eng is not as good as my classmates...
we also hav to blog.. on singapore bla bla bla! give opinion on this n that..
omgggg.. i'm worried that i cant manage to do that!
about singapore things i dont know much leh! aishh..
watever.. i'll just try my very best on it! =)

i love my days in singapore now!
at least not as boring as last time..
weekends they will always bring me around!
thanks alot aunty!~

i'm goin back vry soon!
2 more weeks! weee~~

lunch with the convent girls!~

yes! saw my topic above?
about 12.45pm i went town..
met up with saylee, celest n wanting for lunch!
planned one week ago!
actually planned to go shopping wit saylee n celest after their trial exam!
but no time d.. cz i hav to go back! so in d end we had lunch together!
its d 1st time i had lunch with 3 of them! opps.. is 4 actually.. one more is jiayi..
celest n wanting's classmate!

met up with them d then we went Daiki to hav our lunch!
new restaurant in town! the food quite ok lar~
after lunch i drove 3 of them to tutti frutti!
we went there to eat yogurt ice cream!! n chit chat again!!
lol.. we just cant stop talking! n wanting just cant stop laughing!! swtzz..
her laugh makes me speechless.. -.-
after that i sent wanting back, celest's mum waiting her at wanting's house..
then sent saylee to ice room there!

i enjoy my lunch with u girls!
its d 1st time having lunch with u all!
usually we only meet in town n talk only!
will find u girls again when i'm back! the 3 happy convent girls! ♥
i enjoy the moment wit u 3! the laughters n else! lolxxxxx..

Tutti Frutti! =)

me & celest!

me, wanting, saylee, celest!

be tough n face it please!!!!

yes i shall face it! i'm going back sg nxt sat! how fast rite?
7 weeks of semestral break is gonna end soon!
okey, i read sis's blog just now..
then chatted with her through skype a while..
i knw its tough for her.. but still hav to face it~
i knw how she feels cz i've been through all those..
its really really tough!

like me, at 1st when i'm in sg..
i'm not use to the lifestyle there,
not use to the bed, not use to the place,
not use to the friends thr, not use to the boring weekends there..
not use to be lonely most of the time..
cant catch up with studies..
cant really mix in with my singaporean classmates..
keep having trouble about my accommodation..
those r all the things that i've been through..
its really really tough.. think back bout it, i rmb that i always cant control my tears..
whenever talk on the phone with parents my tears surely will come out.. just dont knw y..

how fast i've finished my 1st sem..
2nd sem coming! i'm happy of goin back for classes..
but i'm worried about staying there..
cz new house, new environment, new roomate, new tenant..
i still hav 1 more week but now i'm already keep thinking about it already..
tears out again! argh.. i duno what to expect..

just now sudden went youtube see all those piano version song..
owhh.. how i miss taking piano lessons!
mum! i wanna take back piano lessons!
mum did asked me to take up piano lessons in sg if i want..
but so what if i take up? i cant practice also..
i got think about joining symphony orchestra in my poly then learn violin~
but so what if i join? i still cant practice it at home also! =(
i really do miss piano! =(
i still remember that whenever i'm unhappy or stress..
i'll always play my piano.. it makes me feel much better..
but in sg, whenever i'm unhappy or stress.. i can just face my laptop n play games or blogging only!

i always think about the decision that i've made..
y i choosed to go sg study..
y i din think about goin sg study i'll hav to giv up piano..
i should had think properly 1st!
but every decision had made.. time cnt turn back..
will hav to stay tough n be strong for everything.. i shall think positive i guess?

be tough please!
cant turn back d!
just face it n hope for the best~

junior's bday parteh!

noon, i went to town to do some stuff for mum..
then went metro plaza to buy present for vincent..
was headache wat to buy for him at 1st..
cz usually friend's bday we used to share money n one person will buy it.. so yeah!!
then i bought one body glove t-shirt for him..

evening time, went to his house..
met angel, chee sam, kenth, lam, suzanne, li ying..
chit chatted with them.. i enjoyed the moment spend with my choir juniors..
still rmb last time i'm not close with them..
cz they were old choir member n i'm new choir member..
until i became pianist.. then i duno since when i started talking with them..
n slowly became close with them.. the Crazy n Funny oness.. =)
din regret joining choir last time..
din regret knowing them!
they even played guitar n sang songs..
owhh.. i miss music so much! i really do love music!

parteh until about 12am..
left vincent's house.. fetched angel, chee sam n liying back!
although i'm the only one diff age with them..
but yet i still enjoyed my night spending with them!
age is not the problem! as long as we had fun together n enjoy!
heart them! ♥

bday boy!

how i spend Malaysia Day~

its friday nite, which is also a public holiday that day cz its Malaysia day!
actually the group planned to go hiking early morning, but i rejected cz sked too tired..
in the end they didnt go also.. changed to badminton..
n i rejected too! lazy to go..

nite time yokewei came to fetch me..
wong, emily, sueyzai ffk..
so in the end only left me, yokewei n william!
william is my long long long lost primary friend that i knw him back frm wong through fb!
should i thank fb for that?? haha
we chat alot at 21st century..
we did camwhore!! =D n there are fireworkss!! how lucky we are! x)
the sam-pat us!! i enjoy the moment!
n i saw my std 4-6 ass class monitor!
i dun dare to call him cz i duno if he still reconize me or not.. -.-









then left about 11pm.. went to beach cafe to meet up with the gang as they are there..
they say celebrate pua's bday or wat lar..
so me n yokewei decided to drop by a while..
okey, i made a mistake! shouldnt hav drop by there!
u know why? once i go in beach cafe..
all of them keep say..

"go yum cha didnt call lar"
"suan liao, go sg d more lanc d lar"
"got sg friends liao forget us ady lar"

this n that! pls lar! keep say i'm d one come back i should date u all!
why cant u all date me? i'm d one havin holiday n i'm super free!
want me to date u all? whn i date u all, u all say got tuition, got class this n that!
whatever!
i'm sick of it already..
n tired of those already..
always when i back also u all will say all this!
dont u all feel sienz? always say the same thing only..
i'm super pissed off that time when u all kip say nonstop..
i shouldnt hav go there to find u all or even step into beach cafe that time!
if i did drive thr that day, i surely will just walk off n drive home than sitting down there let u all say..

bro leaving for UK!

its 15th of SEPTEMBER already! how fast rite?
n is the day my bro leaving for uk to continue his studies..
that day afternoon helped mum to do things..
then went to help bro to buy things..
nite time had dinner at old man restaurant, sg chua!
after dinner went old town for a drink.. till about 9pm!
at that time, bro realize that he forgot to bring his thumbdrive!
so went home to take.. -.-

after take already, off straight to KLIA..
check in, then met up with bro's friends..
at KLIA, i saw Ali, few of my xschoolmates there!
i didnt realize him actually.. he saw me 1st then he came to say hi to me..
n we chatted! he say his sis also goin uk.. so coincident..
took some photos at there..
when bro wanted to go in that time, ali's mum came n talk to my mum..
then say say.. his mum call my bro go in together with her daughter..
so yeah, they went in together.. at least not alone!
n knw wat? so ngam they sit together in the plane also..
at least when want to go washroom got ppl help to look after things!

after bro went in we left..
then went rest 1 for supper wit mum n dad!
n we met ali n his friends again!! lolxxx.. what a small world rite?? x)

movie outing with ying sen~

slept at 2.30am n woke up at 8.30am..
oh gosh.. i'm vry tired actually..
woke up early, prepared n went to sg chua with my dad for my far far far cousin's funeral..
which is also sia's uncle! okey, i never see him before actually..
but yet he's still my cousin..

after the funeral, went home bath..
the left home about 12pm..
went to sg chua to fetch ying sen.. x)
then we headed to alamanda for movie!
we went to buy ticket 1st.. decided to watch nasi lemak 2.0 as she already watched the smurf n final destination..
so yeah.. bought ticket d then we walk around..
ntg to walk.. -.- then we sat down on those chairs..
sat there n chat chat chat.. omg.. i cant imagine that we chatted for like more than 1 hours there..
its d 1st time hanging out with u! n i didnt knw that we can chat with each other so long..
m happy to share my things to u..
until about 2.15pm.. we went to cinema to watch the movie until about 4pm+ then i fetch her back home..

i really do enjoy meeting up n spending time with u!
we shall hang out again! =)

celebration for mooncake festival + bro's farewell~

had party at my house on that day..
invited 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th uncles n family.. n my aunt..
apparently i didnt knw that my 5th uncle really called his whole family came..
which means my nieces n nephews frm klang also came..
long time didnt see them ady.. as the two nieces age is near to me.. =)
had bbq n foods ordered frm bro's friend..

had lots of fun on that day..
i did play lantern with those kidsss.. which are my nieces n nephews! -.-
look how childish am i! but cant blame..
have to look after those kids too!
too bad i got no time to take photos on that day..
but i really enjoy the day spend with family members..
the feelings.. i just loved to be in msia! i m still regret actually..
but everything is too late.. so i'll just look forward n wish everythings goes well will do! x)

yum cha with the funny gang! ♥

friday nite!! the nite before weekends!!
so which meanssss..
outing day of cuz! as friends r back from hostels n everyone r free!
act planned to meet up wit peiqi n peijin today, but sudden changed to yterday nite!
so yeah.. of cuz i dont miss the chance to meet up with the others!
yum cha session with meisan, dicky, yong, jacky, jooann.. =) pling chee cant make it! =(
n thats d 1st time i meet up with ALL of them since i came back!!

jacky came to fetch me about 10pm..
then we went to fetch jooann 1st.. stopped infront of wrg house.. =X
lolxxxx.. ps lorrr.. -.-
fetched her d then we went to fetch yong..
went to his house n he havent bath.. walao..
then we went in to his house.. met his bro n sis!
so long din see them d! =)
dicky n meisan came to yong house 1st..
after yong bath then we went 21st century together!

wanted to sit at the new place but its close.. aishh
met kah jun n his family thr! =)
saw yap, evon, calvien n hafizul also!
so long din see them d!!!
n i din knw that william was at 21st century that time also.. din see dao him!! no fate!! =(
chatted, gossip, laughed..
i just love this gang!! they r just too funny!! lolxxx..
left at 12.30am..
jacky fetched jojo back 1st.. after that only fetch me back..
he kena zat frm me 9 9 in the car.. hahahaha.. nice to zat! =D
i enjoy spending time with them!!! ♥

me n joo ann~

puchong~ driver for the day~ -.-

morning about 11am+ went to mum's office to fetch mum..
be mum's driver~ drove her to puchong, to granduncle's office..
then went IOI mall with mum..
bought to long sleeve blouse from brands outlet!
i just love the clothings there..
then had lunch with mum there.. shopped a while at there!
then about 2pm.. we left here.. back to kajang.. took things frm bro..
then drove to bukit angkat.. after that to kajang town..
went metro plaza for a walk! -.-
walk too much d.. too tired.. @@

after walking, then went home..
on the way home, went to buy dinner back cz i'll goin out about 7pm..
went home, rest a while, bath, had dinner, then off to balakong..
went to balakong to fetch peiqi!
then drove to puchong! 2nd time to puchong on the same day..
tiringg.. -.- we went to Wings Musicafe for drink!
peijin came a little late.. we chatted, listen to ppl sing..
this is the 3rd time i met peiqi n its the 2nd time i met peijin..
its hard for 3 of us to meet together as we live diff place..

about 10pm+ we decided to go..
cz mosquitoes ruined our day!! isshh..
fetched peijin back then back to balakong to drop peiqi..
after that went home.. reached home about 11.30pm..
then went to rest 1 for supper with family!!
i love spending time with them!!
vry relaxingg!! =D

peiqi n peijin~ (its not clear because the place there was dark!)